Rudyard Kipling"
“When you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldier”
General Douglas MacArthur"
“We are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.”
“It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.” “Old soldiers never die; they just fade away.
“The soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.”
“May God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .” “The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
“Nobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
“It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Tabung Haji's accountability merry-go-round By Mariam Mokhtar
Sunday, August 16, 2026
Malaysiakini : Former Tabung Haji chairperson Abdul Azeez Abdul Rahim has said he was in a non-executive role and didn't know what was happening at the working level.
Former Tabung Haji chairperson Abdul Azeez Abdul Rahim
Nobody
expects a chairperson to know everything; but surely he should know
enough to ask questions, challenge management, scrutinise the numbers
and ask difficult questions like: "Are we sure?" "Can we afford this?"
A
chairperson is not expected to run the organisation; but he is expected
to ensure that important things do not go unquestioned.
So, the question remains: What did the chairperson know? What did he do with what he knew?
Umno secretary-general Asyraf Wajdi Dusuki has also denied involvement in Tabung Haji's decisions during his time as deputy minister.
Umno secretary-general Asyraf Wajdi Dusuki
Asyraf
said he attended the 2017 signing ceremony with Al-Rawda Real Estate
Development and Project Management Co Ltd because he was representing
the minister as Malaysia's Chief of the Haj delegation.
We're not
saying Asyraf was responsible for the investment, but Al-Rawda
eventually resulted in a RM1.86 billion impairment, making it the
largest loss among Tabung Haji's 14 problematic investments.
The
Finance Ministry said there was no bank guarantee, the due diligence was
incomplete and the transaction proceeded on a promissory note.
So, someone approved it, assessed the risks and decided it was acceptable. Who? That is the question.
The Finance Ministry also said 14 problematic Tabung Haji investments resulted in almost RM13 billion in losses.
These
are not small accounting errors. Yet we repeatedly hear: I didn't know.
I wasn't involved. I had no authority. It was management.
How
does an institution entrusted with billions of ringgit approve a
transaction of this scale without adequate due diligence or a bank
guarantee, and who was responsible for saying, "Stop. This isn't safe"?
Who was watching?
Meanwhile,
former auditor-general Madinah Mohamad says she turned up to give
evidence to the RCI, waited over 30 minutes, and was never called.
Her office had audited Tabung Haji and flagged two matters in its 2017 clean audit opinion.
Former auditor-general Madinah Mohamad
So,
we have to ask: If the chairperson didn't know, the deputy minister had
no authority, and the auditor-general wasn't heard, who exactly was
watching the shop?
At the time, the finance minister was Najib Abdul Razak.
However,
the RCI did not establish which minister personally approved the
individual payments, and Najib, former second finance ministers Ahmad
Husni Hanadzlah and Johari Abdul Ghani were not interviewed by the
commission.
Najib Abdul Razak
So again: Who approved them? That question deserves an answer.
Repeated governance failures
We have seen variations of this story with Felda, Malaysia Airlines and other government-linked institutions.
The
commonalities are: Political appointments. Questionable decisions. Huge
losses. Investigations. Reports. Royal commissions of inquiry.
This
is how responsibility somehow becomes elusive. Impunity grows because
when nobody is held accountable, the next person has little reason to
fear getting it wrong. Eventually, the taxpayer pays.
The Tabung
Haji RCI report was withheld for years after its findings were
completed. Prime Minister Anwar Ibrahim said earlier disclosure could
have caused panic and prompted depositors to withdraw their money.
We
understand the concern, but surely there is an irony here: If
transparency is too dangerous because people might lose confidence, what
does that say about the confidence in the first place?
And delay has consequences.
An
inquiry is supposed to establish what happened while the evidence is
still fresh. Instead, Malaysians were left waiting years after the RCI
completed its work. A royal commission should not become a time capsule.
And now, in 2026, we are asking questions about events that happened almost a decade ago.
Justice delayed
That
matters, because justice delayed isn't simply justice postponed.
Evidence deteriorates. Witnesses disappear. Memories change. People die.
And
the longer we wait, the easier it becomes for responsibility to
disappear into the cracks. Delay can make accountability harder, not
easier.
Former minister Rafizi Ramli alleged the report was delayed for political reasons to avoid upsetting Umno. That remains an allegation, not an established fact.
Rafizi Ramli
Regardless of the reason, why did Malaysians have to wait so long?
Now the government has the opportunity
to do what should have happened from the beginning: Follow the money.
Find who approved the decisions. Find who knew. Find who failed to act.
And if the evidence shows wrongdoing, prosecute. No political protection. No special treatment. No "not me".
If
the evidence leads to Umno, investigate the party. If it leads to
Pakatan Harapan, investigate the coalition. If it leads elsewhere,
follow it there.
Nobody should be above the law.
Tabung Haji
is not simply another government-linked institution. Millions entrusted
their savings to it, to help them fulfil a deeply important religious
obligation. They deserve better than a merry-go-round of explanations.
RM13 billion is too much money to disappear into a fog of "I didn't know".
Prime minister, this is your opportunity. Don't just tell Malaysians that accountability matters. Show them.
Give Truth-and-Accountability a seat at the table, and this time, don't let her leave hungry.