Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Tabung Haji and Malaysia's endless 'I didn't know' defence By Mariam Mokhtar
Friday, July 31, 2026
Malaysiakini : That raises a fundamental question.
If a chairperson knows so little about an institution under his leadership, what exactly is his responsibility?
No
one expects a non-executive chairperson to manage an organisationās
daily affairs. That is the CEOās role; but a chairperson is not
appointed simply to attend meetings and receive reports. A chairperson
is appointed to provide oversight.
Former Tabung Haji chairperson Abdul Azeez Abdul Rahim
He
must question management, challenge decisions, identify risks, and
ensure that the board acts in the best interests of the institution.
According to the RCI, the Tabung Haji board approved accounting practices
involving subjective asset valuations which strengthened the
institutionās reported financial position. These figures were then used
to justify hibah payments and bonuses which the commission found were not financially sustainable.
These were not minor operational decisions. They were governance decisions.
A
chairperson cannot claim responsibility when things go well, but
distance himself when questions arise. A chairperson is not appointed
because he knows everything. He is appointed to make sure that important
questions are asked.
Power without accountability
Malaysia has developed a disturbing culture, whereby those at the top enjoy the authority, status, and benefits of leadership.
However,
when things go wrong, responsibility appears to disappear. Management
made the decisions. The CEO handled operations. The board relied on
reports. The minister relied on advice.
Everyone had a role, yet nobody is responsible.
This is Malaysiaās accountability discount. The higher the position, the easier it appears to simply claim: āI didnāt know.ā
Unfortunately, Tabung Haji is not an isolated case. Malaysians have heard variations of the same explanation before.
Felda. 1MDB. MAS. The Scorpene controversy. The littoral combat ships scandal.
Different institutions. Different leaders. Different circumstances.
Yet the same refrain: āI wasnāt involved.ā āIt was management.ā āThe board approved it.ā āDon't blame me.ā
The facts of these cases are different and should be judged individually.
But
the broader question remains: Why does Malaysia repeatedly fail to
build institutions where responsibility follows authority?
The greatest failure is not merely that scandals happen. The greatest failure is that the lessons disappear afterwards.
More than money, a sacred trust
This
is why Tabung Haji matters so deeply. It is not simply another
government-linked institution. For millions of Malays and Muslims,
Tabung Haji represents years of sacrifice and discipline.
Every ringgit deposited represents a dream - to fulfil one of the most important obligations in Islam.
Parents
save for their children. Families put aside money for decades. Many
ordinary Malaysians sacrifice other comforts because performing the haj
is a lifelong aspiration.
The government was therefore entrusted with more than savings. It was entrusted with faith.
When
confidence in Tabung Haji was shaken, many depositors withdrew their
money. They were not reacting merely to accounting figures. They were
reacting to a loss of trust.
Financial losses can be repaired. Broken trust is far harder to restore.
The Tabung Haji episode also raises a wider question about political appointments.
Why are politicians and politically connected individuals repeatedly appointed to institutions managing billions of ringgit?
A
board should exist to challenge management, not simply endorse
decisions placed before it. If directors do not independently question
proposals, then governance becomes nothing more than a performance.
Public institutions do not need political decoration. They need professional guardians.
Structural change, not another inquiry
Malaysia does not need another RCI followed by another promise of reform. It needs structural change.
First,
major public institutions should have transparent, merit-based
appointments. Those managing billions of ringgit belonging to ordinary
Malaysians should be selected for competence, independence, and
governance experience, not political connections.
Second, RCI
recommendations should not disappear into government files. Every report
should trigger a formal parliamentary review, with the government
required to explain what actions have been taken.
Third,
those appointed to leadership positions must understand one simple
principle: authority and responsibility must come together.
You cannot accept the title, influence, and benefits of leadership, then reject responsibility when failures occur.
The issue is no longer just Abdul Azeez. He represents a much larger problem.
Malaysia does not suffer from a shortage of inquiries or recommendations. It suffers from a shortage of reform and the political will to implement it.
Every
government promises change when it is in opposition. Every government
speaks of transparency, accountability, and meritocracy; but once in
power, the temptation to preserve the same systems of patronage often
proves too strong.
Real reform requires more than speeches. It requires leaders willing to change a system that may benefit those holding power.
Tabung
Haji was entrusted with the hopes of millions of Muslims. Other
scandals affected taxpayers, settlers, employees, and national security.
Different victims. Different institutions. Same governance failure.
Until Malaysia replaces political patronage with merit, and excuses with accountability, another scandal will come.
The institution will be different. The names will be different. But the words may sound familiar. āI didnāt know.ā