Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Malaysiakini : āNobody believed me! All the businesses have closed down, I lost my
job, no income, and I havenāt eaten a full meal for monthsā¦ this
pandemic killed me. When I told people I had no money to eat, no money
for petrol, and had to sleep on a mat by the streets, nobody believed
me!ā
I saw that his motorcycle was indeed stuffed with a straw mat and a few clothes in plastic bags.
āI
donāt need your money!ā he shouted, tears flowing rapidly down his
cheeks. āJust by seeing that you believed what I said was enough. Thatās
happier than winning the lottery, happier than eating a full meal.ā
āJust take it, please,ā I said as I moved closer to him. But he moved further away.
āI lost everything, and I canāt believe I could still see someone who believed in meā¦ā
On
my journey to the office, I couldnāt stop thinking about the man with
the motorcycle. I donāt know his full story nor will I know if this was
part of his routine to extract money from unassuming people like me.
But
it was plausible that he was one of the thousands of untold stories:
Devastated by the pandemic, having lost everything from food to shelter,
falling between the cracks of the system.
Rosy picture
Ironically, on the same day, the Department of Statistics Malaysia released a report
that celebrated a recovering economy, as our countryās unemployment
rate dipped below four percent for the first time since the pandemic.
āEconomic
activities continued to flourish,ā it said. The report lauded a series
of government programs, including the Prihatin packages, that sustained
the economy.
Two weeks prior, Finance Minister Tengku Zafrul Abdul
Aziz shared similar optimism. He said Malaysiaās economy was on the
right track, and Aprilās inflation rate of 2.2 percent was āstill goodā.
Why
is there a contrast between what the official numbers show and what the
people feel? What would happen if I just told the motorcycle man he
couldnāt be unemployed because our unemployment rate is only 3.9
percent?
I believed him because I, too, saw many mainstay
businesses shut down as recently as last month because of the
compounding economic effects of Covid-19. An economic downturn kills you
fast; an economic recovery benefits you slowly.
The unemployment
rate captures only a snapshot of the economy. It considers anyone who
worked at least one hour for pay or profit āemployedā. It does not take
into account people who are underpaid or temporarily employed.
If
all the top overseas graduates now work as cashiers at McDonaldās, they
would still be considered āemployedā in the rosy index.
The
unemployment rate certainly does not take into account people like the
motorcycle man, who may have tried really hard to find a job, lost hope
entirely, and are now sleeping on the streets. They are just eliminated
from the system.
Reality remains
Bangi MP Ong Kian Ming wrote about how the inflation index could mask true increases in prices because of how it measures.
Peering
through, he found that 3kg of cooking oil increased 37.2 percent in
April, Grade A eggs at 22.7 percent, 500g sweetened creamer by 18.9
percent and 1kg chicken by 10.7 percent - all significantly higher than
the reported four percent.
Mimicking the Big Mac index, The Vibes
also came up with the Roti Canai and Teh Tarik Index recently to better
capture price increases the way it was felt on the ground.
The reality remains. The economy is still bad and it has a disproportionate impact on certain groups more than others.
Wealthy
people are unlikely to be unemployed and while everyone fears the worst
about the economy, poor people do not have a safety net to cushion the
shock ā they just sink and sleep on the streets.
In the back-and-forth with the motorcycle man, I made a pathetic attempt to console him.
When
he said there are no good people, I told him there will be many. When
he said nobody will believe him, I told him some would.
When he
said his life was over, I told him it will be better. His voice was
louder than mine, and as I spoke, my voice got softer as I no longer
believed what I said.
I walked closer to him and held out my RM5.
But he took a couple of steps back and eventually drove off, mumbling
how dreadful his life was. The green paper note is still in my pocket.