Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
āAccording to government data, the objectives of the NEP have yet
to be achieved. But I think the Malays have this consensusā¦ these
special privileges that have made them comfortable. They have this
comfort zone where they face no challenges. Because of this, they donāt
see the necessity in putting in the effort to progress. So they are weak
and lack competitiveness. It is better to end something that does no
good to the people anymore.ā ā Kassim Ahmad
There is this meme as to the kind of Muslim the late Kassim Ahmad
was. To his admirers, the persecution of this public intellectual
demonstrated the fear the state had to what he wrote and said, and this
made him the poster child for the kind of Islam they believed was
āacceptableā in a multiracial and multi-religious country like Malaysia. To his detractors, he was a purveyor of falsity that threatened
Muslim solidarity and he was a puppet of the āoppositionā whose writings
and speeches would cause the collapse of Malay/Muslim political and
religious hegemony.
Indeed, some opposition supporters would be perplexed of some of the
things he said about certain opposition politicians and the Umno state
would be perplexed at some of the positions he advocated after they had
branded him a deviant and an āenemyā of Islam. The truth was that Kassim Ahmad was a devout Muslim who believed that
his faith was hijacked by interpreters who had agendas of their own
that were not compatible with his own interpretation of what would lead
to a liberated world.
He had many young followers of his work who often told me that what
was inspiring of his interpretation of Islam was that it did not foster
fear but hope and that through questioning of what they were told and
taught, they would be liberated from the falsities that were all around
them. He encouraged dissent, especially on his own writings, and he was
cognisant that ultimately this was a discourse that had no winners or
losers, only people who were interested in discovering their faith. Unfortunately for him, the world is a cruel place. Those who make the
claim that theirs is really a religion of peace do not have the
empirical evidence to support such a claim. Indeed, the persecution of
Kassim Ahmad was evidence that thinking was verboten.
The duplicity, arrogance, and illegality of the Federal Territory
Islamic Religious Department (Jawi) in its persecution of this religious
scholar is a matter of public record. Indeed, not only was Kassim Ahmad
targeted but also his long-time advocate Rosli Dahlan. There were things he said and wrote about that a person could
disagree with. Depending on your own belief system, they were roads that
Kassim Ahmad walked that you would have no desire to travel on but what
separates Kassim Ahmad from the petty religious bigots that persecuted
him was that he would never dream of imposing his beliefs on others.
Indeed, he welcomed discourse. He welcomed the challenges his ideas
inspired. He wanted Muslims to think about their religion, but more
importantly, think for themselves. His was a quiet revolution of the
Muslim soul.
Blind faith
This is an example of what baffled
him ā āMalaysia happens to be a strong upholder of hadith(s). Sometimes
the so-called experts, appearing on the Forum Perdana every Thursday
night, quote the hadiths more than the Quran.
āMuslim scholars, Bukhari and five others, collected many thousands
of so-called hadiths and classified them as authentic or weak 250 to 300
years after the death of Prophet Muhammad. These are collections of the
Sunni sect. The Syiah have their own collections of so-called hadiths. āTo my mind, these fabricated hadiths are a major source of confusion and downfall of Islam.ā
If ideology and religion is the lens through which some view the
world, it is understandable (for those who know anything about Islam) as
to why someone like Kassim Ahmad would find succour in this religion
which has been weaponised here in Malaysia and the rest of the world. A
religion he thought ā which is different from ābelievedā because he put
in a great deal of effort and time into āthinkingā about his religion ā
could be a salvation to the problems of the world.
Here is another snippet in his own words - āIn the University of
Malaya in Singapore, I joined the leftist Socialist Club and later
joined the Peopleās Party of Ahmad Boestamam, and quickly became its
leader for 18 years! Somehow or other, I did not feel real about the
power and success of socialism. It was simply to identify myself with
the poor to whom I belong.
āI was therefore critical of things I inherited from my ancestors.
The first scholar I criticised was Imam Shafiāe for his two principal
sources (Quran and Hadis). The book āHadis - Satu Peniliai Semulaā in
1986 became the topic of discussion for two months, half opposed and
half supporting me. After two months, it was banned.ā Anyone who has read what this scholar believed his religion was
about, would understand that Kassim Ahmadās sympathies for the
marginalised were paramount in his belief structure. You could make the
argument that his beliefs gave structure to what he eventually hoped
rational Islam could accomplish.
Having the mindset of being critical of what you inherited from your
ancestors is the most potent tool an adversary of state-sponsored
repression could have. This was why they feared this quiet scholar who
simply spoke of things that his interpretation of his religion inspired
in him. His intellectual contribution to Islam was anathema to people who
believed that blind faith was true faith and his steadfastness in not
disavowing what he said, his noncompliance to the diktats of the state
was a wound that would not heal for those who wish to impose their
beliefs on others.
When I read of how the state persecuted him, I understand why he
posed such a threat. If Muslims realised that their interpretation
mattered then the so-called scholars would lose their influence and
their hegemony of the debate would vanish. Kassim Ahmad was a constant
reminder of what would happen if people embraced a religion that they
had thought out for themselves. In a time when the Islamic world is suffering from a dearth of
outlier voices, the passing of Kassim Ahmad is a great loss not only to
Malaysians but to the other sparks in the Muslims world waiting to be
ignited by people who choose not to subscribe to fear but who genuinely
want to understand their religion. I will end with this quote by Henry David Thoreau. Hopefully, it means something
āOn the death of a friend, we should consider that the fates through
confidence have devolved on us the task of a double living, that we have
henceforth to fulfil the promise of our friend's life also, in our own,
to the world.ā