Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
COMMENT - Tabung Haji: Why the sudden 'extraordinary courage'? By R Nadeswaran
Monday, August 10, 2026
Malaysiakini : Defending the delay, Anwar said the government did not release the
report earlier because doing so at the time could have triggered a
crisis of confidence that might have led to the institutionās collapse.
But for former economy minister Rafizi Ramli, this was unacceptable. He accused Anwar of delaying the release to keep Umno onside, alleging that the findings would expose the partyās failed stewardship of the pilgrimage fund.
Others questioned the timing
of the release close to the Negeri Sembilan state election, leading
some to suggest that the entire exercise was politically motivated.
Some
of the shenanigans are in the public domain. In November 2023, Nor
Badli Munawir Alias Lafti, former CEO of Tabung Haji unit TH Heavy
Engineering Bhd, was sentenced to five yearsā jail for criminal breach
of trust and money laundering amounting to RM1.57 million and RM1.1
million, respectively. He was charged more than nine years ago, in
January 2017.
This was not the only bad news. There were also
questions asked when Tabung Haji bought into TH Heavy Engineering, which
was known as Ramunia Holdings Bhd, in 2012. It bought shares in the
open market and took control of the company before running it to the
ground.
The company fell into the cash-strapped Practice Note 17
category not once but twice. It was disposed of to Minister of Finance
Inc-controlled Urusharta Jamaah Sdn Bhd and eventually delisted.
Urusharta
Jamaah acquired Tabung Hajiās non-performing assets at end-2018, paying
RM19.9 billion - a hefty premium of RM9.9 billion - for assets worth
RM10 billion. The assets included stakes in 106 listed companies; one
unlisted plantation counter; 29 properties, including four hotels; and a
plot of land at TRX.
Was MACC aware of the findings?
If
releasing the RCI report earlier risked destabilising Tabung Haji,
couldnāt the report - or relevant excerpts - be quietly handed to the
MACC and other enforcement agencies so that those responsible could be
investigated?
They were, if former Tabung Haji chairperson Abdul Azeez Abdul Rahim is to be believed. The Star quoted him as saying that in 2021, then-MACC chief Azam Baki issued an official letter stating no abuse of power or misappropriation had been found.
Former MACC chief commissioner Azam Baki
āI
was already cleared by the then-MACC chief commissioner in 2021. If the
media wants to see proof, I can share the official letter which was
given to me,ā he said.
Azeez also said he spoke to the police two
weeks ago, and claimed he was told the case file had been completed and
was only awaiting a āno further actionā directive.
So, did MACC read the report? On what basis were its investigations conducted and why did it choose to exonerate Azeez?
But Azam is a man whom Anwar last May described as having shown āextraordinary courageā in tackling high-level corruption.
āI believe, having observed the MACC over the decades, this is the first time they have dared to raid all the big bosses.
The
MACCās efforts, he said, will extend to high-profile individuals with
honorific titles, and this requires political will and public support to
maintain momentum.
So, is it reasonable to assume that the
political will and public support arrived only last week, at the
tail-end of an election campaign?
Reports must lead to action
Delays,
excuses, and political calculations cannot be allowed to bury the
truth. Every report - whether from an RCI, the auditor-general or MACC -
must trigger action. It must be investigated and, where warranted,
enforced without fear or favour.
Otherwise, these reports become little more than expensive paperwork: shielding the guilty while eroding public trust.
The
Tabung Haji saga shows how withholding findings in the name of
āstabilityā can breed impunity. For over three years, those implicated
were free to go about their lives while depositors were kept in the
dark.
Justice delayed is justice denied. If enforcement agencies
could clear individuals without even reviewing the RCIās findings, then
the system itself is complicit.
Selective accountability, timed
for political convenience, is no way to fight corruption. Reports must
trigger investigations when they are produced, not be pulled off the
shelf when political circumstances become convenient.
The public
deserves answers, not excuses. Until every investigative report is
treated as a call to action, corruption will remain a recurring headline
rather than a resolved crime - and creative accounting will continue to
find creative ways to flourish.