Rudyard Kipling"
“When you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldier”
General Douglas MacArthur"
“We are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.”
“It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.” “Old soldiers never die; they just fade away.
“The soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.”
“May God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .” “The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
“Nobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
“It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Malaysiakini : "It's the exception rather than the rule, but there are some like the
chief ministers of Sarawak and Penang as well as Azmin Ali, Lim Guan
Eng, Shafie Apdal and Baru Bian. All are doing double duty as MP and
state rep," he said.
Aziz admitted that the recent announcement by
his party colleague Ong, who said he will not contest in the coming
general election, took him by surprise.
"I think with Kit Siang
maybe the change was inevitable as he has served many years, but Ong was
quite a shock to me, as he's very young, around 47.
"It looks to
me that it's due to the results of the recent party election. Grassroots
wanted a different direction," said Aziz, who failed to get elected to the party's central committee like Ong.
A
number of observers have called for the retirement of veterans like Kit
Siang, former premiers Dr Mahathir Mohamad, Muhyiddin Yassin and Najib
Abdul Razak, PAS president Hadi Awang, former ministers Tengku Razaleigh
Hamzah and Rais Yatim and PKR president Anwar Ibrahim.
However, Aziz is not convinced that is the answer.
"As
for generational change, I think it's a matter of choice. Just because
one is elderly doesn't mean you should leave. Age to me is not the
issue. We mustn't forget that politics is about the freedom of the
people to make their own choice - good or bad, right or wrong," he said.
Nonetheless,
former law lecturer Aziz, a native of Sabak Bernam, Selangor, said that
a lot of messages have failed to reach the grassroots, who can be
easily misdirected.
"I consider myself an accidental and amateur
politician. Years before I joined politics, I was contemplating how to
put a bridge between constitutional law and the people.
"When I
came back from my post-graduate studies in the UK (University of
Nottingham and University of Birmingham) in the late 1990s, I saw that
people were too scared to talk about the monarchy, Islam, ISA and other
important topics that were important.
"The moment you come up with comments, somebody makes a police report.
"The
main problem is that people don't understand why these topics even
became taboo. It was very much a case of the letter of the law being
removed from the man in the street.
"Those days, it was a luxury. Now there is a huge pool of experts around," he joked.
“Actually
there must have been some semblance of academic freedom, otherwise I
wouldn’t have been promoted to full professor in 2003 and allowed to
maintain a column in The Sun.”
Eventful spell with PKR
Aziz's
outspoken views landed him in trouble when he made comments about the
sultan of Selangor following a controversial action by Muslim religious
authorities against a Methodist church for proselytisation.
"In
2010, I became persona non grata and was not even allowed to enter my
own office at the Universiti Islam Antarabangsa. I think a group aligned
to Umno alleged there was work to Christianise Muslims, but we found no
such thing. I said it was not right, and there were police reports
lodged against me, a bullet sent to my house," he recalled.
"For
quite some years before, I had been facing this dilemma because I was
among the few academics who were willing to come forward with my views.
Eventually, I took the plunge," said Aziz.
“Actually Anwar asked
me to be a PKR candidate as far back as 2007, and Ronnie Liu asked me to
join DAP in 2009, but I declined both at the time.
“It was only after I had to leave the university, I entered the ring reluctantly,” he said.
In
the 2013 general election, he contested as PKR's candidate for the
Sabak Bernam parliamentary seat and lost to Umno's Mohd Fasiah Fakeh by a
narrow margin of 1,644 votes.
"For a first outing, it was not so
bad. But I saw a problem within the party. I think I lost partly because
of a mini-sabotage internally.
"The party elections that followed
the 2013 elections were very messy and costly. Eventually, I was kicked
out, and I realised that it was due to the cartel aligned to Azmin," he
claimed.
Aziz says that at the time, there was even the suggestion that he move towards joining Amanah.
"At
the same time that I was forced to leave PKR, there was conflict within
PAS and the purge of its progressive wing by Hadi’s followers. Then
they left to form Amanah, but somehow I wasn't invited.
“You know I accept the political party system as a vehicle of change, but I’m not good at it.
"However,
around August 2017, not far from the GE, I was brought in through
(Damansara MP) Tony Pua. I was in Selangor at the time.
"Then DAP
nominated me as an MPAJ councillor, but it was rejected. I heard that
the suggestion I would be nominated to the Dewan Negara was also shot
down. But in early 2018, Nga Kor Ming called me up to come to Ipoh. And
move from Selangor to Perak," he said.
The gamble paid off with
Aziz winning the Tebing Tinggi state seat comfortably by 3,927 votes
against BN's Khoo Boon Chuan as part of the historic GE14 which saw
Umno/BN lose federal power for the first time.
Aziz was given the
education, environment, green technology and information portfolio in
the Harapan state government led by Faizal. However, that same
individual triggered the collapse of the administration.
DAP slowly changing
While there have been disappointments, Aziz believes that leaders and the people need to keep plugging away despite them.
Asked
about the odd position of being in a party that is ostensibly
multi-racial but presents a leadership that looks as if it represents
minority rights, he said he wished more Malays would join DAP.
"It's
difficult to deny that DAP has one Malay MP out of 42, or that the
central committee is also dominated by one race. This is the reality.
“DAP is a political party, and it has stuck to its power base. It can't be too idealistic, or it will lose its footing.
"The
party has evolved this way because of the need to champion certain
issues which are of no interest to other parties, especially the Malay
parties. DAP is making some adjustments, but it's still happening
slowly.
"While I joined the party by coincidence, I consider
myself part of the team. Despite what some say, I think it plays a
viable role in politics, and more Malays should join," he said.