Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Searching for a villain in a story of victims by Aidila Razak
Saturday, April 16, 2022
Malaysiakini : And with other boys out past curfew, they would get up to things that
boys shouldnāt do. Sometimes involving violence, sometimes not.
Sometimes illegal, sometimes just harmless fun, but always at an hour
when no boy should be roaming the streets.
Then, regardless of what had happened, he would make his way home, and get back into bed before his mother got up.
By
some stroke of luck, the boy survived his teenage years unscathed. Had
he been unlucky, he could have been one of those boys run over by a
driver minding her own business, driving within the speed limit.
But he was fortunate. No one died or went to jail. So his parents were never accused of negligence.
Teenagers on a romp
The basikal lajak
tragedy is certainly not the first and only case involving teenagers on
a romp, being where they shouldnāt be in the wee hours of the
morning.
About a decade ago, Aminulrasyid Amzah, 14, was shot
dead by police during a joyride in middle-class Shah Alam with a
schoolmate, in his sisterās car. His mother didnāt even know he was gone
at all when police showed up at her door.
At the time, I recall
public sentiments were also split, with many defending the police for
only doing their job - the boy was speeding, he didnāt heed instructions
to stop, so on and so forth.
But amid these calls, I saw too how
people empathised with the boy. They recalled how in their teenage
years, they, too, snuck out and had a joy ride in their parentsā
vehicles, but were never met with a hail of bullets.
And amid the
sentiments of support for police, or empathy for the slain teen, I heard
no one calling for his mother to be charged for being negligent.
Today,
social media and the comment sections of news websites seem packed with
calls for the parents of the teenagers who died in the basikal lajak tragedy to be hauled to court and be made an example of for other parents.
āWhat was your boy doing on the highway at 3am? How did you not know he was not in bed safe and sound?ā
Indeed,
how is it that Aminulrasyidās mother was unaware that her boy was gone?
That he had driven off in his sisterās car? Didnāt she know he knew how
to drive, at only 14?
And how did the Petaling Jaya middle-class parents remain completely unaware of their only sonās activities all those years?
How is it that we can find more empathy with these middle-class parents, but fail to do so for the parents of the basikal lajak boys, who died so tragically in this motor accident?
How
is it that we so easily say the negligence stems from āunplanned
breedingā (ugly words I have heard used to describe large lower-income
families), when this could easily happen and has easily happened in
better-off and āwell-plannedā families, too?
Our collective failure
Perhaps
in our anguish that a young woman is jailed for something which she
seemed to have no control over, we are desperate to find a villain.
In 2019, activist and writer Pang Khee Taik wrote that he agreed the driver was not to be blamed for the incident.
In
fact, the blame is on us, the society, for failing to provide safe
spaces for children to express themselves and to support lower-income
families in nurturing those children, he wrote.
And
now, instead of working to remedy this, we want to solve the social
issue by criminalising the parents because we think it is just a case of
a few bad parents. That it is not our problem. Not our children.
Scathingly, he observed, we see these children āas symptoms of another class, as unproductive pestsā.
āAnd we want to protect our good kids from being harmed by this class,ā he wrote.
I am not as eloquent as Pang, but in the same way, these basikal lajak
boys reminded me of a teenager whose family I interviewed in their tiny
PPR flat a few weeks after he was shot dead by police, from a vantage
point.
Police said he was involved in a robbery, but this is disputed by the family. Dead boys cannot defend themselves.
On
the night he died, his parents were working late at their tom yam stall
next to the flats, from where they saw him playing in the flat
compound.
They didnāt realise he was gone until they came home in
the wee hours of the morning, to find him missing from his bed. By then,
he was already dead.
Should they also be charged for negligence?
We could be Sam Ke Ting, and we could be the parents
Like many, I am aggrieved by the judgment against Sam Ke Ting.
She
could have been me, driving down a highway within the speed limit,
returning home from a late-work assignment, and then chancing upon a
group of teenage cyclists who came out of nowhere.
And all the
same, those parents could also be me, unaware that my teenage son has
snuck out of the home while I was asleep, then awoken by police with the
worst news any parent could hear.
In desperately trying to find a villain, perhaps we donāt realise that it is possible that this story only has victims.
They
are the young lives extinguished tragically before their time, a young
woman just starting out as an adult only to now live with this trauma
for the rest of her life whether or not she is jailed, and parents who
for all their living years will ask themselves the question, āWhy didnāt
I know he was out that night?ā