Rudyard Kipling"
“When you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldier”
General Douglas MacArthur"
“We are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.”
“It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.” “Old soldiers never die; they just fade away.
“The soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.”
“May God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .” “The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
“Nobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
“It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Convinced of threat, I agreed to do it for my beloved nation – Azilah's SD - Najib's Goose is finally cooked!!!
Monday, December 16, 2019
Malaysiakini : Almost five years after the Federal Court upheld his conviction and
death sentence in January 2015, former police special action force (UTK)
personnel Azilah Hadri has broken his silence on the gruesome murder of
Altantuya Shaariibuu.
Seeking a review of the Federal Court's
decision and re-trial, Azilah made a series of explosive allegations in a
statutory declaration (SD). He accused
former premier Najib Abdul Razak and the latter's close associate Abdul
Razak Baginda of ordering the killing of the Mongolian national. He
claimed that both Najib and Razak Baginda had claimed that Altantuya
was a foreign spy, who was a threat to national security. Below is the full version of Azilah's SD:
I, Azilah bin Hadri
(No KIP: 1 /14055) am a Malaysian citizen who is of mature age and
currently serving [a prison sentence] sentence at the Kajang prison,
verily and truthfully affirm the following:
I have been tried and convicted by the Shah Alam High Court for a charge as follows: "That
you together [with Sirul Azhar Umar] between 10.00pm Oct 19, 2006 to
1.00am Oct 20, 2006 between Lot 12843 and Lot 16735, Mukim Bukit Raja in
the Petaling district within the state of Selangor Darul Ehsan, in the
common intention, killed by causing death to Altantuya Shaariibuu
Passport No. E0217865, a citizen of Mongolia and therefore you have
committed an offence punishable under section 302 of the Penal Code read
together with section 34 of the same code. "
At the end of the
trial, at the High Court of Shah Alam, the second accused, Sirul Azhar
Umar and I were sentenced to death by hanging. The Court of Appeal later
released me and Sirul from the conviction for the failure of the public
prosecutor to prove the case beyond reasonable doubt.
The Federal
Court, however, allowed the public prosecutor’s appeal and found Sirul
and me guilty of the said charge and at the same time sentenced us to
death. I swear by the name of Allah SWT, most gracious, most
merciful that I am now going through my last days before I am sentenced
by hanging. I have no intention to persecute or offend any party, [and]
shall state the truth, of the matter, to my knowledge of the Altantuya
Shaariibuu murder, so that the truth might be be exposed. May I confront
this punishment with a calm conscience and in the blessings of Allah
SWT.
Oct 17, 2006: On official duty at the Sri Kenangan Residence,
Pekan, DSP Musa Safri, aide-de-camp to the deputy prime minister (DPM)
at that time, Najib [Abdul] Razak told me that the DPM wanted to see me.
Musa told me that there was an assignment to be carried out in Kuala
Lumpur.
I asked Musa what the assignment was. Musa replied:
“Secret assignment involving state security.” Musa informed me that the
assignment in Kuala Lumpur was at Bukit Damansara. I told Musa that it
was under the jurisdiction of the Brickfields police. Musa asked
if I knew any officer at the Brickfields police headquarters. I told him
that the head of the criminal investigation division, DSP Idris and I
were friends when we were at the Sepang police headquarters where I was
then an investigating officer.
Musa told me there was a VIP who is
the special officer to the DPM and also the DPM’s friend who is facing a
threat. I suggested to Musa that the said VIP lodge a police report so
that the police can conduct further investigations. I said I would then
contact the head of the division to assist.
Musa said this was a
difficult operation and should not be made public knowledge. I sought
clarification several times from Musa why this matter cannot be known
publicly and why a police report cannot be made. Musa could not explain. He then went into the house and about five minutes later, he came back and brought me to see the DPM. Musa
brought me to see the DPM in an office room at the Sri Kenangan
residence in Pekan after which he left the room. The DPM asked me if I
knew any police officers at the Brickfields police station to which I
replied in the affirmative.
The DPM then told me that a foreign
spy is in Kuala Lumpur and is trying to threaten the DPM and his special
officer known as [Abdul] Razak Baginda. The special officer was a good friend of the DPM whom I met during my official assignment in London sometime ago. I
was informed that the foreign spy was a woman and was very dangerous
because of the numerous secrets she knew about national security.
The
foreign spy could not approach the DPM due to the tight security
[detail] and therefore the foreign spy is threatening the DPM’s special
officer [instead]. The DPM instructed me to carry out a covert operation when I returned to Kuala Lumpur later. I
had to be cautious about the foreign spy woman as she is a smart talker
and is cunning - one of which is that she [claims to be] is pregnant. I
told the DPM that a police report had to be made on this matter and I
would ask for help from my friend at the Brickfields police headquarters
but this was turned down by the DPM.
The DPM stated that this
[matter] could not be publicly known as it [involved] a threat to
national security. The DPM then instructed me to carry out a covert
operation to arrest and destroy the spy secretly and destroy her body
using explosives. I asked the DPM what he meant by “arrest and
destroy the foreign spy” and he responded: “Shoot to kill,” indicating a
“neck cut signal.” Asked about the purpose of destroying the
foreign spy with explosives, the DPM replied: “Dispose the foreign spy's
body with an explosive device to remove the traces. The explosives can
be obtained from the UTK store [armoury].”
The DPM reminded me to
carry out this covert operation carefully and with a high level of
security and secrecy as it involved a threat to national security. I
suggested that the foreign spy be arrested and expelled from the
country but the DPM did not agree with me. The DPM told me to keep him
informed of any progress on this covert operation and to take further
instructions from Musa or him. The DPM also instructed me to meet his special officer in Kuala Lumpur for details on the foreign spy.
The
DPM handed me a white Samsung mobile phone for me to be in direct
contact with him. The DPM also reminded me that the mobile phone had to
be disposed of after the covert operation was completed. The DPM then asked me: “When are you going back to KL?” I replied: “Tomorrow.” The
DPM said: “When you reach KL, call my special officer. Did Musa give
his phone number?” l shook my head. The DPM said: “Then my special
officer will give further instructions. Follow my special officer's
instructions because all the instructions come from me.”
I said
“yes” before leaving the room. The meeting with the DPM was about five
to 10 minutes. When I left the DPM’s room, I saw Musa sitting in a chair
outside. Musa got up and asked me to wait in the garage outside and I saw him going back into the DPM’s office. I was waiting for Musa in the garage. He came over and gave me a phone number of the DPM’s special officer - Razak Baginda. Musa
reminded me to contact Razak Baginda upon returning to Kuala Lumpur
later. I told Musa that I did not know Razak Baginda. Musa replied that I
had met Razak Baginda during my services as an escort officer of the
DPM in London. But I still could not remember.
Musa said he was
confident that I would remember when I met Razak Baginda later. After
completing the official assignment in Pekan and in Kuantan, the DPM
reminded me to meet his friend - his special officer when returning to
Kuala Lumpur and I replied: “OK.”
Musa also reminded me of the same thing. That night, I returned to Kuala Lumpur. Oct
18, 2006: As soon as I arrived in Kuala Lumpur in the morning, I
contacted Razak Baginda via the telephone number given by Musa the
previous day. But it was the wrong number and others were answering the
call.
I then contacted Musa to inform him. Musa gave Razak
Baginda’s phone number again to me. I kept calling the phone number and
when my call was answered, I asked whether the person I contacted was
Razak Baginda and he said, “Yes”. I introduced myself and Razak
Baginda told me that he was informed that I would contact him and asked
me to go to his office at Bangunan Getah Asli. I said: “OK.”
Razak
Baginda then gave his office address. At that time, I wondered why it
was so easy for me to meet Razak Baginda, who was a special officer of
the DPM and a good friend of the DPM without any appointment. I
assumed that all meetings had been arranged by Musa or the DPM because
of this covert operation involving a threat to national security. I went to the Bangunan Getah Asli and reported at the security counter formally in accordance with the set procedures. When
I arrived at the office, I was greeted by a woman. I asked if this was
the office of Razak Baginda. The woman replied in the affirmative. She
asked me if I was Azilah and I said, “Yes”. I was then brought into a
room.
Shortly thereafter, a man came in and introduced himself as
Razak Baginda. At that time, I remembered who this VIP was. I met him in
the United Kingdom a long time ago when we boarded a special chartered
aircraft together from Liverpool to London with the DPM after attending
the British Open. As a security officer to the DPM when he
travelled to London, I had escorted the DPM and Razak Baginda to a
condominium located not far from the hotel where the DPM stayed. During
the meeting with Razak Baginda at his office, I introduced myself as a
police officer from Bukit Aman UTK and that I was instructed by the DPM
to meet him and Musa. Razak Baginda told me that he was aware that
I would call and meet him on the DPM’s instructions to get more
information on a covert operation involving threats to national
security.
Razak
Baginda then told me that a foreign spy had threatened the DPM and sent
a threatening letter; made a phone call; created a commotion at his
office at the Bangunan Getah Asli; and also tried to go to his house but
was prevented by security guards. Razak Baginda also said the
foreign spy was trailing his movements around Kuala Lumpur and Putrajaya
but was unable to approach the DPM due to tight security from the UTK
and the police at the official residence of the DPM.
Razak Baginda
then took out several white and brown envelopes and asked me to read
the contents of the letters. I asked Razak Baginda whether all the
envelopes were sent by the foreign spy and he said, “Yes.” I asked
permission to view and open all the letters but Razak Baginda did not
approve. I told Razak Baginda what is the point of being restricted to
one letter. I was better off not reading at all. I then handed
back the letter to him and I noticed that his face changed as he did not
like my response, but I ignored it. Razak Baginda was holding a piece
of A4 paper and told me that I was not allowed to get a copy and could
only note the important details. The details given by Razak Baginda to
me while referring to the A4 paper were as follows:
- The foreign spy was a Mongolian citizen named Altantuya @ Amina who has three passports -- from Mongolia, France and Russia. - She was intelligent, a clever speaker and a spy. - It would be easy to recognise the foreign spy because she looked like a Chinese woman. -
Several pieces of information related to national secrets, national
security assets and the DPM’s secrets are known to this foreign spy. - The DPM is worried that this foreign spy would reveal those secrets. - The foreign spy had come to Malaysia twice. - She is a danger to national security, threat to national security. - The foreign spy is full of deception among others she [claims to be] is pregnant. - She is staying at Hotel Malaya, where there are two room numbers because the foreign spy changes room.
I
asked what kind of threat did the foreign spy use to threaten him and
the DPM. Razak Baginda replied that the foreign spy wanted a lot of
money but he refused to entertain her. The foreign spy threatened
to leak the country's secrets that could jeopardise the security of the
country if her demands were not met. I asked what he meant by
country's secrets that could threaten the security of the nation, Razak
Baginda replied that she had knowledge of the details of the country's
security assets, about the personal relationship of the DPM and Razak
Baginda with that foreign spy.
Razak Baginda also talked about the
DPM’s official visit to London to review state security assets during
an air show at the Farnborough Air Show. Razak Baginda asked me if I remembered a woman whom he and the DPM met at the lobby of a condominium in London. I
told him that I could not remember her but I remembered that I had
escorted the DPM and Razak Baginda from the hotel to the condominium.
Razak Baginda then told me that the woman is the foreign spy which he
meant. I said, “Ok” and at the same time I tried to recall the face of
the woman but it was still not clear to me.
Razak Baginda also
told me that some of his people including an Indian man named Bala
[believed to be the late private investigator P Balasubramaniam]
monitoring the foreign spy’s movements and that I would be informed
about her movements from time to time. I suggested that a report
be made for the police to take action but Razak Baginda disagreed as
this would attract public attention as it involved the DPM and threats
to national security. I told him that I would have nothing to do with
this matter and I was reluctant to carry out this covert operation.
I
told him: “If you want to file a police report, I can help.” Razak
Baginda told me that the DPM had instructed me while in Pekan to carry
out this covert operation for national security and the DPM believed I
could carry out this operation without public knowledge. If any
issues arose, I should not worry because the DPM would “back me up”. I
asked Razak Baginda how he knew that the DPM gave me instructions when
in Pekan. Razak Baginda smiled and said the DPM had contacted him.
Otherwise, how could I have met him today to discuss the related
matters.
Based on my observations at that time, I think it was
true that Razak Baginda was a special officer of the DPM. At first, I
was quite reluctant but after the explanation from Razak Baginda, I
agreed to carry out the covert operation as it was the same instruction
given by the DPM in Pekan. I was then told by Razak Baginda that
this foreign spy must be executed while showing a sign of “cutting the
neck” with his hand [the same gesture used by the DPM in Pekan] and to
destroy the foreign spy's body using explosives.
I also told Razak
Baginda that this was a big thing and I was not able to do it but Razak
Baginda told me that this was a directive from the DPM because the DPM
trusted me. According to him, Musa had suggested my name to the
DPM. I told him that this matter must be made known to my superiors at
UTK but Razak Baginda told me this was a directive from the DPM. He said
the operation had to be carried out secretly and most importantly, this
covert operation must be carried out soon without public knowledge. For certainty, I asked Razak Baginda again, if this directive was from the DPM and Razak Baginda replied, “Yes.”
According
to Razak Baginda, he is the closest person to the DPM and had worked
and cooperated with the DPM on national security. I believed the
information given by Razak Baginda to me was the same as the information
and instructions given by the DPM in Pekan. I also believed that the covert operation to execute and destroy the foreign spy was directed by the DPM. As
a result of the discussions with the DPM and Razak Baginda, I believed
that this was a covert operation and must be kept confidential from
public knowledge for national security reasons.
After discussing
with Razak Baginda at the Bangunan Getah Asli, I called Musa and told
him the result of the discussions with Razak Baginda. At first, I was
still reluctant to agree to this covert operation as I would be unable
to execute it alone but Musa told me that I could find another trusted
member to assist in this covert operation. I then suggested Musa
to inform my superior officer in UTK or at least my commanding officer
(CO) because my instructions must come from my commanding officer. I
also told Musa that he was not my “CO.” Musa said the covert
operation is not to be known to the CO as I was now under his (Musa's
orders) and that his instructions came directly from the DPM.
At that time, I asked myself who would dare disobey the DPM's instructions, who was then also the minister of defence? I
felt guilty. Since this covert operation involved a threat to national
security, I then decided to believe and adhere to the instructions of
the DPM. Musa reminded me to run this covert operation and report
to him so that he can report it directly to the DPM. I called and asked
Musa if there is a guarantee of protection arising from this covert
operation and would they be resolved by Razak Baginda and the DPM in
terms of confidentiality and security.
Musa said “yes” and
reasoned that was why it was not necessary to tell my CO of this covert
operation as the assurances covered confidentiality on all the security
matters. Because of these assurances, I became more confident with
Musa's explanation. After reviewing the direct instructions I received
from the DPM when I met him in Pekan and the encounter with Razak
Bagiunda and having received the same instructions as the DPM’s
instructions in Pekan, I agreed.
I also took cognizance of the
detailed information on the foreign spy. I was convinced that this
covert operation was important because it involved the security of the
nation. I sincerely agreed to carry out this covert operation for the sake of my beloved country. On
the same day, I found out that Sirul was a “standby driver” at the
office. I contacted Sirul and waited for him at the side of the street
opposite the Central Market [in Kuala Lumpur]. I went to Sirul's car and
told him about the covert operation, including the meeting with Musa
and the DPM in Pekan and the meeting with Razak Baginda and the
telephone conversation with Musa earlier.
Sirul agreed to join the
covert operation. We then went to Razak Baginda's residence in Bukit
Damansara and later to Hotel Malaya to identify the target. I
contacted Razak Baginda, Musa and the DPM and informed them about
Sirul’s involvement in this covert operation and obtained their
permission. The DPM told me “proceed.” I told Sirul that I am
going to escort DPM to Hong Kong in the near future and if the target is
identified and if he is ready to act, I would contact him. Sirul
answered “Ok.” I assigned the job of immediately obtaining
explosives from the UTK armory to Sirul because of the urgency of this
covert operation. With the target already in Kuala Lumpur, the operation
could be carried out any time.
Sirul understood the ethics
involved in carrying out such operations as he was a member of the UTK
operations team, who was experienced in carrying out covert operations
related to threats to national security. Oct 19, 2006: While at
the UTK office in Bukit Aman, I was instructed to prepare to travel as
the DPM’s escort officer to Hong Kong. Along with seven other members,
we made preparations. Weapons including guns and two armed magazines
were handed over for customs and security declaration purposes. I packed
my clothes and my team was instructed to be ready at any time to move.
The
same afternoon, I was informed that the assignment to Hong Kong was
cancelled and ASP Azani asked me to replace him as chief escort officer
to the DPM the next day. At that time, the DPM was still outside Kuala
Lumpur and the team of DPM's escorts were at RMAF Subang waiting for the
arrival of the DPM. After breaking fast with L/Kpl Rohaniza in
Petaling Jaya, I went to the UTK office to pack my clothes for the
purpose of escorting within the country. The group of DPM's escorts
would be housed in Putrajaya that night.
When I was at the UTK
office, Razak Baginda called me and told me that the “Chinese woman”
with Bala was in front of his home in Bukit Damansara and asked me to
act. Since it involved a woman, I called L/Kpl Rohaniza to go to
Bukit Damansara. I called Sirul and he told me he was going to Bukit
Damansara. On arriving at Bukit Damansara, in front of Razak Baginda’s
house, I saw a Chinese woman and an Indian guy standing beside a taxi. At
that time, I suspected that this was the Chinese woman or foreign spy
that Razak Baginda had meant. It occurred to me that I had seen this
woman during my official escort duty of the DPM and Razak Baginda at a
condominium in London, where I saw both the DPM and Razak Baginda
meeting her in the condominium lobby.
At that time, I was directed
to wait in the lobby of the condominium where the three returned to the
lobby of the condominium.The DPM, Razak Baginda, and the woman came out
of the elevator. I continued to escort the DPM and Razak Baginda out of
the condominium but the woman did not follow. I was approached by
the Indian man and he asked if I was Azilah from UTK. I was surprised
how the Indian man knew my name and presence. The Indian man introduced
himself as Bala and he told me: “This is the woman who has a problem
with Razak Baginda.” I contacted Razak Baginda for clarification
if this woman with this Indian man called Bala was the foreign spy and
the target for this covert operation. Razak Baginda said, “Yes”. Razak
Baginda also reminded me not to talk much with the foreign spy because
she is a good talker and convincing liar.
I took note of the
reminder and tried to contact Musa but failed. I also tried to contact
the DPM via the phone he handed to me but failed to contact him. I
called Razak Baginda again and informed him that I had tried to contact
Musa and the DPM but failed because their phones were switched off.
Razak Baginda instructed me to continue the covert operation as
instructed by the DPM. I contacted Sirul and informed him that the
Chinese woman or target is in front of Razak Baginda’s house. Sirul
said, “Ok” and told me that he was heading there. I waited for Sirul to
arrive and when he arrived, I got out of the red [Proton] Wira car from
which I arrived in .
I saw the Chinese woman and the Indian guy
walking towards the car talking to each other. I told Rohaniza to sit in
the rear seat with the Chinese woman. Bala closed the door while Sirul
sat in the front passenger seat. When I wanted to make a U-turn, a
Chinese man [taxi driver] came to ask for taxi fare and I gave him
money. We left Razak Baginda's house and arrived at a junction,
Sirul asked to be dropped there because he wanted to take his own car
and we agreed to meet at Bukit Aman. I continued to Bukit Aman and
on my way introduced myself as a police officer to the Chinese woman
and advised her not to make a commotion in front of Razak Baginda’s
house.
The Chinese woman told me not to be rough with her as she
was pregnant. At that time, I assumed that was just a lie based on the
information given to me by the DPM and Razak Baginda. The Chinese
woman agreed to heed my advice and I informed Sirul about it. Upon our
arrival at Bukit Aman, I went to Sirul’s car and I ordered the Chinese
woman to enter Sirul’s car. Then I ordered L/Kpl Rohaniza to go
back and I told her I would contact her to help send me to Putrajaya
when I had completed my assignment. I then contacted Razak Baginda
that night and told him that I have brought the Chinese woman from the
front of his house and I had also advised her.
Razak Baginda told
me that the Chinese woman was dangerous and [asked me] to follow the
instructions given by the DPM. Razak Baginda said that everything would
be settled once the Chinese women is eliminated. That same night,
Sirul and I carried out the covert operation as instructed by the DPM
based on the information provided through his aide-de-camp Musa and the
special officer and his friend Razak Baginda. Before the foreign
spy was killed, she informed me that she knew it was “Mr. Razak” who
sent me and Sirul to kill her. When I asked her who she meant by “Mr.
Razak”, the woman replied: “Deputy prime minister.” The foreign spy also
told me that she was pregnant. Immediately after the covert
operation, I telephoned Razak Baginda and informed him that the covert
operation had been carried out and Razak Baginda replied, “Ok.”
I
also tried to contact Musa and the DPM via telephone but both could not
be reached. Razak Baginda told me that he would inform them. Oct
20, 2006: I was on duty as the DPM’s chief escort officer and was
waiting for the DPM at his official residence in Sri Satria, Putrajaya. While
waiting for the DPM to leave his house for the office, I chatted with
Musa who told me that Razak Baginda had telephoned him and told him that
the covert operation was carried out the previous night. Musa said he
had informed the DPM who would see me later.
Musa told me that the
DPM was glad about the successful operation which was carried out by me
and Sirul. I kept silent because at that time, it was an open place and
inappropriate to discuss secret matters. Musa acknowledged my response
and reaction. The DPM then came out of his house and went towards
the car. The DPM smiled at me and shook my hands while saying:
“Congrats” and “Thank you.” I just smiled and went straight into the car
and headed to the DPM’s office. Upon arrival at the car park of the
DPM’s office, we walked together towards the elevator at the DPM’s
office.
The DPM spoke to me softly, asked me to maintain contact with Musa and I agreed. After
the DPM arrived at the office, Musa called me to his office and asked
about the covert operation. I told him everything went well and that I
had informed Razak Baginda. I also told Musa that I had telephoned
him and the DPM but both of them could not be reached. Musa told me
that he had switched off his phone because he had a job to do with the
DPM outside Kuala Lumpur and returned late. I then contacted Razak
Baginda and he told me that he had informed the DPM and Musa. I told
him that Musa had told me the same that morning.
According to
Razak Baginda, the DPM was glad that the covert operation had been
completed and [told me] not to worry as Sirul and I had carried out
instructions and that the DPM was in control. Oct 21, 2006: During
the time I was at Musa’s office, I was given RM2,000 to be divided
among all the members of the DPM’s escort team. The DPM also gave
(Hari Raya) money to his staff. After completing my duty at the DPM’s
office, the DPM, at his residence, gave Raya money to all UTK members
who escorted him. The DPM then called me into a room and gave me RM300
as Raya money and he told me that he was satisfied with the covert
operation that Sirul and I had carried out. The DPM congratulated me and
was happy that the covert operation was completed while reminding me to
keep it a secret. I agreed.
At midnight, Razak Baginda telephoned
me several times while I was sleeping. When I woke up, I contacted him.
Razak Baginda told me there was a commotion outside his house in Bukit
Damansara and according to him, there were foreign women creating a
disturbance and he had sought help from Musa and another police officer,
SM Alias. Razak Baginda requested me to come over but I was
unable to go. I immediately called SM Alias and SM Alias told me there
were foreign women trying to make noise in front of Razak Baginda’s
house. They were also trying to get into his house and that police
personnel in a patrol car had resolved the issue and the situation was
under control. Oct 22, 2006: I contacted Musa and told him about
the commotion at Razak Baginda's house the previous night. Musa was
aware as Razak Baginda had contacted him.
DSP Musa asked me if I
had completed the covert operation as instructed as there was still a
commotion by foreign women. I told Musa that Sirul and I had carried
carried out the covert operation. I told him I had not made a mistake
because it was Razak Baginda's man – Bala - who identified her at that
time. Sirul and I were not familiar with the foreign Chinese woman
spy. DSP Musa was worried how this could happen again and how was he
going to inform the DPM about the incident at Razak Baginda's house. I
told Musa to check and get clarification from Razak Baginda because the
final identification of the target came from Razak Baginda and his own
personnel.
During the time when I was escorting the DPM, I met
Musa and he told me that the commotion outside Razak Baginda's house was
caused by the foreign spy's friends who were under the impression that
Razak Baginda had hidden the woman and the commotion was due to Razak
Baginda refusal to come out [of the house].
Before
the DPM got into his car to go to the office, the DPM told me not to be
concerned as everything was under control and that the incident at
Razak Baginda’s house was just a misunderstanding. I just nodded my
head. Upon arrival at the DPM’s office, Musa met the DPM in the
office for about 10 minutes. Later, Musa called me to his office and
told me that the DPM was informed by Razak Baginda and the DPM assured
that there was nothing to worry about and everything would be fine.
If
any matters arose, Musa told me to inform him so that he could refer to
the DPM for further instructions. I just kept quiet. After Musa's
explanation, I conducted DPM's daily routine in Putrajaya and Klang
Valley for several days. Occasionally, I came across Razak Baginda at
the DPM's office in Putrajaya and at the DPM's official residence. Nothing
strange or unusual happened while I was doing escort duties for the DPM
until Oct 31, 2006 when Musa summoned me to his office.
Oct 31,
2006: While carrying out the DPM's escort duties in Putrajaya, Musa
called me to his office and told me that he and Razak Baginda had been
called to the Brickfields police station and had met my friend, DSP
Idris Karim, to assist the inquiry about the commotion in front of Razak
Baginda’s house. Musa told me that DSP Idris required me to
assist in the investigation and I replied, “Ok”. Musa also told me that
he had informed Supt Mastor (my CO) that Idris wanted me to go to
Brickfields to assist in the investigation regarding the incident at
Razak Baginda's house.
Musa assured me there was nothing to worry
about or be afraid of because the DPM would “back me up” as long as it
does not involve the DPM's name. Musa also reminded me to keep his involvement secret because the DPM is influential and would help anyone in any matter arising from the covert operation. This
was the assurance from the DPM so long as his good name was not
implicated. This explanation from Musa caused me to suspect the truth of
the covert operation which Sirul and I had carried out. I
received direct instructions from the DPM in Pekan and further
information from Razak Baginda about the foreign spy's movements in
Kuala Lumpur.
The last identification resulted in me and Sirul
picking up the foreign spy in front of Razak Baginda's house. Musa's
explanation that this confidential information should not be
communicated to my CO in UTK caused some concerns. I was confused
and felt that I was being played out and used by the DPM, Razak Baginda
and Musa. I tried to contact Sirul but failed. That afternoon
Khairi contacted me and instructed me to go to the Brickfields police
station to assist in the investigation of a police report on the
disappearance of a foreign woman and a commotion in Bukit Damansara.
He
told me that Inspector Zaidi would take over my duties and I replied,
“Ok”. I contacted Mastor, who was my commanding officer and informed him
that I was required to go to Brickfields to assist in the
investigation. Mastor replied, “Ok” and asked me to make sure
there was a replacement and he also told me that he was briefed by Musa
about the need to assist in the investigation. Later that afternoon, Zaidi told me he was instructed to replace me to escort the DPM in Putrajaya. Nov
1, 2006: DSP Musa instructed me to go to see him at the DPM's office
before going to Brickfields. I went to see Musa at his office. Musa
greeted and hugged me. I wondered why DSP Musa hugged me because he had
never hugged me before.
I tried to get clarification from Musa on
what really happened in this covert operation. I saw Musa’s dejected
face and he was sort of speechless. Musa brought me to see the
DPM. I told them that I would be going to the police headquarters in
Brickfields to meet with Idris to assist in the investigation. I
was sure it was about the covert operation that Sirul and I had carried
out. I was angry but I could control myself. The DPM told me everything
would be settled and to follow the procedure. The DPM said he
would assist in whatever issues that arose and that it was important
that the secrecy of the covert operation be kept secret without fail.
This assurance given by the DPM gave me the confidence to go to
Brickfields.
Before I went to Brickfields, I contacted Mastor and he informed me to report to him directly on any development. When
I reached the Brickfields police station, I met Idris where he was the
head of the CID. Idris was busy at that time because there were police
officers in his office. When he saw me, he asked me to go to the
office and we chatted as usual because I did not see him for some time.
Idris contacted a police officer and said that I was in his office. Idris
told me that Musa and Razak Baginda had been called previously to
assist investigation into the case of the missing Mongolian woman. Idris
told me that the investigation had been taken over by the Kuala Lumpur
police headquarters. Shortly thereafter, an assistant superintendent
named Tony [Lunggan] entered Idris' office.
Idris told me that
Tony was the investigating officer of the case and he would take me to
the Kuala Lumpur police headquarters. Before leaving, Idris hugged me
and whispered to me to be patient and hoped this investigation would be
completed soon and I would not have any problems. I saw tears
running down his cheeks. I shook hands with him and he told me that the
DPM liked me and trusted me. I ignored those words as they could be a
compliment or a sarcastic remark. I contacted Mastor and he
answered by asking me if the investigation had been completed and told
me: “Hurry!” I told him I was going to the city police headquarters as
the investigation had been taken over by D9 [serious crime division]
Kuala Lumpur.
Mastor replied “Ok” in a disappointed tone. I then
went with ASP Tony and another officer to the Kuala Lumpur police
headquarters. Upon arriving at IPK Kuala Lumpur, I was taken to an
interrogation room and on the way, I passed by other rooms where I saw a
fax machine printing a phone bill with the DPM's name. Next to
the fax machine I saw the bills of the phone numbers that I used. At
that time, the gun that I used for escort duties was still in my
possession. I was questioned by four or five detectives and an officer,
ASP Samsudin. Shortly thereafter, I was brought into an identification
parade with a one-way mirror.
I could vaguely see an Indian man – Bala - with DSP Gan coming in and going out. I knew that Bala was identifying me. Investigations
then resumed and various techniques [were employed], some were gentle
and persuasive, but I knew all these was part of their job. The
feeling of anger was there due to the provocation from the investigation
carried out by them and if I lost my senses and control, anything could
have happened at that time. I held on to the assurance given by Musa
not to implicate the good name of the DPM. The interrogation was
carried out from morning to evening. During the interrogation, I was
silent and I just answered what was asked. After office hours, I was
taken to a room of one of the D9 IPK Kuala Lumpur officers.
I saw
Mastor and Khairi sitting with a Chinese offer, whose name I do not
remember. Mastor stated that he was informed by Musa and asked if I
would like to hand over any personal belongings to him. I handed over my
wallet. I also stated that I had a gun and I saw their faces change. I
handed over an armed magazine after I disarmed my gun before handing it
over to Mastor. When the gun was handed, I saw clearly the relief
on their faces. When I turned back, there were many other officers
outside the room. When D9 officers, including Khairi, took my gun
and left, Mastor whispered to me and told me not to mention the DPM in
this investigation and that the DPM would assist me. He also told me to
cooperate in the interrogation process so that the investigation could
be completed swiftly. I agreed.
While I was in remand at the
Sungai Buloh Prison, lawyer Zulkifli Noordin [former PKR MP] frequently
came to see me and he promised to be my lawyer. As a lawyer, he
needed information on my case to prepare the defence for the trial in
court. In the discussions in preparation of the trial, Zulkifli prepared
a representation to the Attorney-General's Chambers for reduction of
the charge from section 302 of the Penal Code to 304 of the Penal Code
on the grounds that I acted on instructions from my superiors.
Zulkifli
provided the defence of obeying “orders from superiors” for my case but
I did not agree with that defence. At that time, the Ijok by-election
was around the corner. Through the information which I received from my
family and friends who visited me at the prison, I was informed that the
situation was quite bad as Zulkifli had used my case as campaign
material for PKR on the issue of the murder of a Mongolian woman
involving the DPM. I felt uneasy that Zulkifli had used my case as
election campaign material and this involved the DPM. I had already
been told by the DPM to keep it a secret.
For me, Zulkifli as a
lawyer was responsible to maintain the confidentiality of his client’s
instructions but unfortunately this did not happen. I was disappointed
with Zulkifli’s actions. For that reason, I discussed my case with
other lawyers, among others, the lawyer of my prisoner friend, Sahari
Usul, a lawyer named Kuldeep Kumar. After being satisfied with my
discussion with Kuldeep Kumar, I decided to appoint him as my lawyer and
instructed him to write to Zulkifli to terminate his services. During
remand, Razak Baginda also told me not to appoint Zulkifli as my lawyer
because he was a member of the opposition. He reasoned how the DPM
could assist me if my lawyer was from the opposition.
Razak Baginda told me that I should appoint another lawyer and only then, the DPM could provide assistance in my case. Razak
Baginda also promised me when he was set free, he would help me and
Sirul. At the same time, I had appointed Dato' Hazman Ahmad as my
lawyer. I state that during the course of this covert operation, I
acted in accordance with the instructions of the DPM who was also the
defence minister based on information provided by Razak Baginda and
Musa. I was convinced that this covert operation involved
intelligence as well as threats to national security and a high degree
of confidentiality was required.
I had no motive whatsoever to
plan and kill the deceased except upon the instructions which I received
as an operative officer acting as the assault commander of the PDRM
[UTK] where I had been involved in various other national security and
public order operations. I also wish to state that I am conscious
and matured enough to evaluate any assignment entrusted to me with
regard to any national security operation, especially when it involves
the life of a targeted person and threat to national intelligence. I would have never carried out any operations if I had I not received instructions from my superiors. Any information regarding this target would not have reached me unless it was given by Musa and Razak Baginda.
I
would not have carried out this covert operation to kill and eliminate
the deceased if it was not for the instructions from the DPM, who was
also defence minister at the time. I was also convinced by Musa
that this covert operation was absolutely essential for the security of
the country in which I, as a public servant, had in good faith carried
out his instructions. I am willing to give my life for my beloved
country. I would not have got Sirul involved in this covert operation
unless I had obtained permission from the DPM, Razak Baginda and DSP
Musa.
If I am allowed to defend myself and give evidence under
oath in any criminal or civil case involving the murder of Altantuya
Shaariibuu, I would give a detailed explanation of this case. I
make this solemn declaration conscientiously believing the same to be
true, and in accordance with the provisions of the Statutory
Declarations Act, 1960. The above is an English translation of
Azilah Hadri's statutory declaration in Bahasa Malaysia. The English
version has been edited for grammar and brevity.