Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
A non-Malay at the anti-Icerd rally - Commander S THAYAPARAN (Retired) Royal Malaysian Navy
Monday, December 10, 2018
Malaysiakini : "Above all, this is not against other races." ā Former prime minister Najib Abdul Razak
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| Late last Friday night. āSo, youāre coming for our rally tomorrow,
right?" asked an old PAS friend who handles ālogisticsā for PAS. āCāmon,
you go for all these rallies. Bersih, Hindraf, LGBTQ and who knows what
else? You have to come tomorrowā, he rambled on before going on a rant
about how the state security apparatus should stop scaring non-Malays
about rally.
Truth be told, I was pretty bummed out. The fact that
Suhakam was told to stand down and the little love fest of Abdul Hadi
Awang and Ahmad Zahid Hamidi was given the go-ahead, irritated me.
However, I always relent in the end. I always say that this rally will
be the last rally I will attend. My legs, although weak, still have a
few miles in them, so as usual I relented and went to the rally in
defence of bangsa dan agama (race and religion).
I have no
idea of the experiences of other people when they go to rallies, but I
have always been pleasantly surprised at how a sense of community
quickly develops among the rally goers. This was no different. Young
people went out of their way to help this senior citizen navigate his
way through the crowds that enveloped normally quiet places. Everyone
I met was friendly and never once stopped to ask, why a non-Malay would
attend this rally. This was a āMalay/Muslimā rally and they were there
to protect their race and religion but had no ill-will towards the
non-Malays.
Everyone I spoke to said that the Icerd issue was the
ābad deedsā of politicians who want to stir up racial and religious
issues among the peace-loving Malaysians. Since Iām normally on
the giving end of this spiel, I just went with the flow and listened to
people, even though some of them knew that I disagreed with them on the
Icerd issue but agreed with them that politicians were doing ābad
deedsā.
Indeed, many of them did not seem to realise that they
were part of a grand scheme of incitement, but rather, they believed
that they were a line in the sand when it came to race and religion. They
assumed that Icerd was an existential threat and, while some of them
could speak very knowledgeably about Icerd, most did not seem to
understand how this treaty affected them as Malaysians, only that it
would affect them as Muslims and Malays.
I spoke to young people
whose only āeducationā came from tafiz schools and who were making a
living beneath the tall buildings which were monuments to the capitalist
imperatives of those leading them.
They
seemed happy enough, but I detected an underlying resentment against
those āMalaysā who were not interested in their race or religion. Those
āliberalā Malays who were ātraitorsā working to undermine the legitimacy
of their claim on this land. They drew a distinction between Western
technology and culture and wondered why non-Malays would not just leave
them alone.
Different spin
A young woman who teaches
in a secondary school told me that it was her duty as a Muslim to defend
her race and religion and that if I wanted to know about Western
religious extremism, I should watch the Handmaidās Tale. How do the kids
put it? Facepalm.
I attempted to explain to her that I think she
got the theme and subject matter of the series wrong but somebody
started to speak on the loudspeaker and she shushed me. She actually
shushed me so that we could hear what was being said. Trust me, folks,
it was the same thing repeated over and over again. Some speakers tried
to put a different spin on things but the crowd was there for the good
stuff. The accessible stuff.
Speeches delivered by Umno and PAS
bigwigs were extreme in nature. I am not saying that those speeches were
a form of incitement but I am saying that we ā non-Malays ā have heard
such speeches before and that bigotry is normalised, so we just move on. Admittedly,
it was sad seeing stores boarded up, a reminder that Malay gatherings
always had a hint of violence. Non-Malays are told to be afraid of these
types of gatherings because who knows what could happen. Politicians,
for their own gain, enforce such narratives because it keeps people
apart.
A middle-aged father, who bought me some sort of lime
concoction because he was buying his rather large family the same,
wanted to me to know that he could care less if there was another rally
in town.
āIf they want to protest, protest-lah." When I told him
that the Suhakam festival was no such protest, he did not seem very
concerned of the motives of the Suhakam event, only that this rally was
meant to show Malaysians that the āMalaysā were capable of defending
their race and religion. Defend against, what, I asked him.
āFrom
its enemies," he said. Nearly everyone I spoke to had this myopic view
of their religion and race. As an old-timer who grew up with
Malay/Muslims with different sensibilities, I marvelled at how the
social engineering has turned a relatively peaceful community into a
community that is afraid of everything and willing to fall prey to
mendacious power brokers to sustain their identity.
'Beautiful country'
When
I told them that Singapore has openly threatened this country, most
were not even aware of this issue, which should tell you how the
narrative is controlled by the far-right opposition instead of the
federal government.
I fell in with a group of women from Kelantan
who spent a great deal of time attempting to convince me that this rally
was a mostly Kelantan and Terengganu affair. They told me about meet-up
spots, bus schedules, and the other types of logistical issues that a
well- planned rally organised by a disciplined political party is
capable of.
For my part, I regaled them about the Old Malaysia,
the one where I grew up in, served in and finally saw it give birth to
what we have now. They all agreed, Old Malaysia sounds much better than
Neo-Malaysia.
āBut Malaysia is a beautiful country,ā one of them
said, while the others nodded. My Bahasa Indonesia has always been
better than my Malay, and they had to repeat sentences because sometimes
they slipped into their Kelantanese dialect. āThe non-Malays do not
have to fear this rally," one of the younger ones said. Her sister
argued that some Malay politicians were betraying their race and
religion. āWho told you that?ā I asked.
I never got an answer
because another group joined us and we were told to go for the next
speech. I left them soon after, lurking around the food trucks, having
conversations with vendors whose businesses were doing gangbusters. They
came from all over the place and many of them had worked during the
Bersih rallies but, this time, they were more confident because they
knew the state security apparatus would not "kacau" them. I
was constantly getting texts from PAS and Umno friends, who were
telling me to āreportā accurately about what was happening here and not
give them such a hard time. I did not really listen to the star speakers
of the rally because I was more interested in talking to people and
discovering why they were there. I have done this for all the rallies I
have attended.
I
do not want to play the numbers game but if the far right wanted to
send a message, I think they mostly succeeded. After all, the Harapan
regime is good with sarcasm but does not have the scrotal fortitude to
back up its rhetoric. Lim Kit Siang (photo) says that the rally
should not have taken place if the government had handled the issue
better. How exactly does one handle this issue better?
Kit Siang
wrote a piece claiming that nobody wants to ratify Icerd if it means
another May 13. There are conspiracy theories floating about claiming
that Dr Mahathir Mohamad set this up for some purpose and that the
āMalayā elements in Harapan are in on it.
The reality is that this
would not have been an issue if Harapan bit the bullet and framed the
discourse using the propaganda tools at its disposal. Instead, a former
prime minister charged with corruption, an opposition leader also under a
cloud of charges and a religious zealot controlled the narrative.
The
far right won because the Harapan politburo and their supporters played
the narrative that they accused the MCA of playing before they were
kicked out. This is just the beginning. A trickle of Malay faces
soon turned into a sea of Malay youths, families and senior citizens. It
was as if the pendatang had deserted the streets of the capital and
finally, the Malays had returned to a home they never left.
Writerās note: I attended the anti-Icerd rally in my personal capacity and not as a representative of Malaysiakini.