Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Grandson of disgraced ex-S'gor MB Harun wants to clear his name by Martin Vengadesan
Monday, June 27, 2022
Malaysiakini : āIn it, he wrote that he hopes one day his descendants would act to clear his name.
āIām not sure if that will be possible but I can only try and trust in God and His wisdom,ā Ashaari told Malaysiakini in an interview.
He believes that some truths about his grandfather have been suppressed.
āIf
you speak to people who knew him well they mainly have good things to
say about him. One particular quote I like was that he was ātoo far
sightedā.
āHe was highly intelligent, a visionary, very competent administrator but also extremely warm, kind and approachable.
āHe
may not have left tall skyscrapers that loom large over Kuala Lumpur
but I think his legacy is captured perfectly by PKNS, which helped
develop affordable housing (still does so till today), and Yayasan
Selangor, which presently accounts for 20,000 alumni.
āThrough
PKNS, Shah Alam was developed alongside green belting of a number of
areas, many of which have sadly been developed after he was deposed as
MB and therefore affecting things like flooding in KL and Selangor now,ā
said Ashaari.
He said that Harun was widely regarded as the most
influential Umno Youth leader who would often be very critical of
government policies back in the day and he was even called out for
creating āa party within a partyā.
āIf you add that to the fact
that he was Malaysia and Selangorās best-ever football manager, also
involved in cycling, golf and brought Muhammad Ali to fight in KL in
1975, then it makes him at least a compelling figure in Malaysian
history.
āSadly, much of his story has been lost. My personal
opinion is that it was intentionally suppressed due to internal Umno
politics between Harun and (second prime minister) Abdul Razak
(Hussein),ā he claimed.
Ashaari noted that many of the good things Harun did have been brushed off.
āJust
look at his Olympic football team of 1972, which seems to be ignored,
while instead, they made a movie āOla Bolaā about the 1980 team which
didnāt even go to the Olympics,ā he said.
A grandsonās passion
Ashaari
is the son of Harunās youngest son, Azman Shah Harun, and trained as a
medical doctor in rural Malaysia. He pointed out that he himself is
half-Chinese.
āI did my housemanship in Hospital Ampang from
2014-2016, then was posted to Klinik Kesihatan Kemayan in Bera, Pahang,
where I was the medical officer in charge there for about 1.5 years.
āI
was then transferred to KK Tg Karang (by coincidence there is an SMK
Dato Harun opposite) but then decided to apply to work and train in
England,ā he explained.
He is currently in training to be a family
medicine specialist and is on a Public Health rotation working on
projects related to non-communicable diseases and public mental health.
Nonetheless, Ashaari remains a keen student of history and has undertaken more than 30 interviews in the course of his research.
Among
those he spoke to were former prime minister Dr Mahathir Mohamad,
former deputy prime minister Musa Hitam, ex-IGP Hanif Omar and others
such as Daim Zainuddin and Lim Kit Siang.
He also talked to
veterans in the legal field, such as VC George, Mahadev Shankar and
Gopal Sri Ram, journalists like R Nadeswaran and footballers Soh Chin
Aun and Santokh Singh to build up a better picture of Harun.
May 13 race riots
Many
of the dignitaries did speak highly of Harunās positive side, but
despite these efforts, itās very hard to run away from the black marks
of May 13 and the twin corruption cases.
āOn May 13th - there is
no doubt at all that the Malays gathered at his official MB residence
and there were a significant number of them that came armed.
āWhether
he was the instigator or ātip of the spearā is another question. For
me, I donāt think it would be in keeping with his multi-racial character
as his peers tell me that most of his friends growing up were actually
non-Malay and I would argue that you have to be of a certain personality
to commit such a deeply violent act,ā said Ashaari.
The results of the 1969 election had taken the Umno/Alliance by surprise and Selangor was one of the states in the balance.
Following
a victory parade by the opposition, which then included Gerakan as well
as DAP, Umnoās retaliation was the trigger for widespread violence and
murder.
āThere is a variety of views which exonerate him from May 13th,ā claimed Ashaari.
āOne is a recent interview I did with Hanif, there is also an article written by then opposition leader Tan Chee Khoon in TheStar
newspaper called āDatuk Harun and the May 13th tragedyā and also
(former deputy prime minister) Dr Ismail (Abdul Rahman) who originally
wanted to have him charged for murder, and in the end, changed his
mind,ā he said.
Ashaari also claimed that two ministers who headed
the National Operations Council that followed the suspension of
Parliament were convinced of Harunās guilt, but in the end, couldnāt pin
the blame on him based on evidence.
āI also wrote to Mahathir to
ask him if he, Razak and my grandfather engineered May 13th to replace
Tunku as the PM - he replied in the negative.
I agree with Lim
that perhaps there should be a Royal Commission of Inquiry - or at least
declassify the documents to do with the riots - as suggested by Kua Kia
Soong. Let people look at all the evidence and decide. Itās hard to be
sure of any version of events with so much ambiguity and uncertainty,ā
he added.
Corruption cases
Between 1975 and
1977, Harun was found guilty of various charges of corruption,
including forging minutes of a meeting for the purpose of cheating the
bank by pledging its stocks to the First National City Bank (now
Citibank) to get letters of credit for Tinju Dunia Sdn Bhd to stage the
Muhammad Ali vs Joe Bugner fight.
This
action caused Bank Rakyat to lose RM7.9 million and Harun was sentenced
to six years' imprisonment, although he received a pardon from the Yang
di-Pertuan Agong after serving three years of his sentence.
There
was also the Hong Kong Shanghai bank case for which he was convicted
for accepting a bribe of RM250,000 to facilitate the acquisition of a
piece of land.
āRegarding the Bank Rakyat case and Hong Kong
Shanghai Bank casesā¦ certainly I share my grandfatherās view in his
diaries that it was politically motivated. A view also shared by
Mahathir as he wrote in his memoirs that he went to see Hussein Onn
about it - remarking that āthe truth was it was purely politicalā.
āWith
regard to the mechanics of the case, the details of why guilty verdicts
were bad were explained to me by Suhaimi Kamaruddin and Sri Ram, who
were on his defence team helping out RR Chelliah.
āMy grandfather
himself was formerly DPP and state legal advisor before entering
politics and therefore had a good grasp of the law,ā said Ashaari who
added that his grandfatherās confidence in the courtās independence was
shaken.
Kind words but no evidence
One of Ashaariās key refutations is that many had kind words to say about Harun.
Hanif,
for example, told him: āHarun had a very good reputation as Selangor
MB. He was the peopleās man and easy-going ā no airs about him. He mixed
very well with all communities and was helpful and attentive to their
problems.
āHe had built up the Selangor and national football
teams into formidable and multi-racial ones ā and this was in the days
when Malaysians were football crazy.
āHe was a favourite manager
with the players, to many of whom he had allocated special and endearing
nicknames, like ātowkayā for Soh, the capable captain and āspider-manā
for R Arumugam, the almost invincible goal-keeper,ā Hanif told Ashaari.
Hanif also attributes Harunās downfall to political infighting.
āThe
AliāBugner fight in 1975 in Kuala Lumpur was also rumoured to assist in
the building up of Harunās war chest. Unfortunately, the sponsorship of
the fight involved Bank Rakyat, which lost several million ringgit in
the venture.
āThere were of course rumours of corruption and
demands for an investigation. These demands were also made again and
again by the opposition in Parliament and they set the anti-corruption
agency moving.
āRazak tried to save Harun by recommending him to accept a posting to the UN. At first, he agreed, then asked for time to do an umrah.
On his return, I was told (that) Harunās relatives and political aides
strongly advised him against accepting the UN appointment which they
were sure would end his political career.
āAs a result, Harun went
to see Razak again to tell him he was not leaving the country to which
Razak sadly said that he would have no option but to let the action run
its course,ā Hanif reportedly said.
Such words, while offering a distinct insight into Harunās personality, do not really seem to clear him of any wrongdoing.
Further projects
Ashaari does not intend to stop with videos, podcasts and interviews on the matter.
āI
have started writing a book and I pray I am able to do justice to his
story. Perhaps even a movie about the standoff at his house between Umno
Youth and the police before he surrendered himself to the authorities
in 1978.
āI hope that my book will be able to show that my
grandfather did have that multiracial vision, just listen to what his
football players had to say about him (Malaysians from all races).
āMalaysia
has never had a problem with battling about ideas, the problem has
always been implementing them,ā said Ashaari who is generally interested
in local and world history but has given most of his spare time in
recent years to this project.
He added that, as a young Malaysian, he finds the current political situation very confusing - like having to choose between nasi lemak basi or soggy roti canai.