Rudyard Kipling"
āWhen you're left wounded on Afganistan's plains and
the women come out to cut up what remains, Just roll to your rifle
and blow out your brains,
And go to your God like a soldierā
General Douglas MacArthur"
āWe are not retreating. We are advancing in another direction.ā
āIt is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it.ā āOld soldiers never die; they just fade away.
āThe soldier, above all other people, prays for peace, for he must suffer and be the deepest wounds and scars of war.ā
āMay God have mercy upon my enemies, because I won't .ā āThe object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his.
āNobody ever defended, there is only attack and attack and attack some more.
āIt is foolish and wrong to mourn the men who died. Rather we should thank God that such men lived.
The Soldier stood and faced God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as bright as his brass
"Step forward you Soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
"No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint."
I've had to work on Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep.
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
The Soldier squared his shoulders and said
And I never passed a cry for help
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here.
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here,
Lord, It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the Soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God.
"Step forward now, you Soldier,
You've borne your burden well.
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
Hadi Awang and me: Divisiveness is our brand - Commander S THAYAPARAN (Retired) Royal Malaysian Navy
Monday, January 27, 2020
Malaysikini : āIn the real world, equal respect for all cultures doesn't
translate into a rich mosaic of colourful and proud peoples interacting
peacefully while maintaining a delightful diversity of food and
craftwork. It translates into closed pockets of oppression, ignorance,
and abuse.ā ā Ayaan Hirsi Ali, Nomad: From Islam to America: A Personal Journey Through the Clash of Civilisations
COMMENT |
In my article concerning Abdul Hadi Awangās dubious comments about the
G25, I took a swipe at āprogressive Muslim intellectualsā. I wrote:
āProgressive Muslim intellectuals always say that non-Muslims should not
comment on such issues but this again divides us as a country and makes
it difficult to engage because our rights as citizens, regardless of
race or religion, are being trampled on and we cannot say anything less
we invite the fury of demagogues like Hadi and sanctions from the
state.ā
This did not go down well in certain quarters. A close
friend who is a public Muslim intellectual and who has never advocated
such position called me up on it. Sharifah Munirah Alatas in her piece
āRead, study, understand, then commentā goes so far as to equate me
with Hadi, arguing that: āThey should spend more time educating
themselves about inclusiveness, rather than divisiveness.ā
Sharifah
assumes that I have no inkling of what a progressive Muslim
intellectual is, while I assume that Sharifah has not met an average
Malaysian voter in her life, when she writes this ā āIf we have to be
racist and bigoted, I suggest we confine it to the politicians. At least
the situation can be contained, through the ballot box.ā
Really?
Malaysians vote for racist or bigoted politicians, all the time,
Sharifah. That's the problem with having race-based parties and
non-Malay politicians who, for whatever reasons, do not want to commit
to egalitarian policies.
She also cautions that my comment,
borders on āa sinister attempt to divide and ruleā. I figure progressive
Muslims intellectuals are a specific class of people and in my eight
years of writing for Malaysiakini, my agenda was to marginalise this class. Now I know how Hadi feels whenever I write about him.
Sharifah
places much emphasis on educating oneself before commenting ā but takes
61 words out of a 920-word piece to conclude that like Hadi, I am an
impediment to the reform agenda of the political apparatus of this
country.But you know what? Sharifah is correct. I do engage in
divisiveness. I will give you an example. Shariah correctly points out
that I argued that the G25 were not encouraging people to leave Islam.
Here
is the thing though. So what if they were encouraging people to leave
Islam? Indeed, it would have been a discourse ā a problematic one at
that ā if they examined the idea that there is no compulsion in Islam. The
no compulsion in Islam idea and religious freedom enshrined in our
Constitution goes hand in hand, hence it would have been the perfect
opportunity for progressive Muslim intellectuals to make the case that
Islam encouraged freedom of choice and the Malaysian Constitution
endorsed this choice. Now a majority of Muslims in this country
would not agree with this statement. I will wager even those supposedly
āmoderateā Muslims would baulk at endorsing such a statement. To
understand this idea better, readers are encouraged to revisit my 2017
piece, Welcome to Malaysiaās religious jungle.
Nurul Izzah Anwar (photo)
got into a bit of a kerfuffle when she stopped short - "I am, of
course, tied to the prevailing views" ā of supporting the idea that
Malays should have the freedom to choose their religion.
In
that article, I also wrote about my disdain for the ātrue Muslimā meme
and of course ran with the idea that Malays/Muslims are the worst off ā
even if a majority would disagree with me ā when it comes to how the
state controls religious freedom, something Malik Imtiaz touched on
during that forum where Nurul Izzah got into trouble. I
am (in the words of Harry Lee who claimed he was nominally a Buddhist)
nominally a āHinduā and I could care less if someone were advocating
that people leave the Hindu faith. Hence I see no reason why I
should not extend this worldview to all Malaysians. I see no reason why
this would be a problem if the G25 were doing the same.
Therefore,
my kind of thinking is divisive, especially when āreformā minded
Malaysians are reminded that ātoleranceā means forgetting that not all
are treated equally, especially the majority who are bound by diktats of
the mainstream political orthodoxy and the vast religious bureaucracy.
But
if you really think about it, my ādivisivenessā is also inclusive,
despite what Sharifah argues. While Hadi and his divisive politics have
the backing of the state, the acquiesce for whatever reason of a
majority of Muslims and is the de facto position in mainstream
Malay politics, my divisiveness is based on the idea that all Malaysians
are equal and we should strive for laws that articulate this idea.
Constantly told Malaysia is an Islamic state
My
divisiveness does not make for good mainstream politics or
consensus-building when it comes to disparate groups attempting to
maintain power. Indeed, in that very piece, I argued that a progressive Muslim like Siti Kassim (below)
should have her say and that someone like Hadi should have his too.
What this demonstrates (unlike what Sharifah believes) is that I am
aware of ākey concepts and trends within the milieu of Malaysian
identity politicsā.
I
believe that the surest way to āreformā is where we jettison the
Manichean worldview that identity politics encourage and commit to the
idea that secularism and freedom of speech give everyone an opportunity
to challenge or exchange ideas. I am constantly told that Malaysia is an
Islamic state.
While Sharifah may think that I have āno inkling
of what a progressive Muslim intellectual isā, she would understand the
ignorance of her statement if she did not merely rely on 61 words from
an article she mostly agreed. If she instead familiarised herself with
my work of eight years, where I have borrowed ideas from Muslim
intellectuals from the late Kassim Ahmad to the slain Egyptian thinker
Farag Foda.
Furthermore, as a young man serving the state during
the harrowing days of May 13, 1969, to military education in Dartmouth
and Indonesia, working for an international arms company, a local
state-sponsored NGO, a practising lawyer, a UN volunteer and someone who
has lived in the rough, I understand intimately not only the banality
of identity politics but understand how economic, social and religious
policy impacts the average rakyat in a way, that the sterile confines of
academia and forum going would never impart.
Sharifah accuses me
of making a generalisation and then makes one of her own. She wrote, āIf
he reads more extensively, he would realise that any group of
progressive intellectuals would welcome all constructive ideas.ā Groupings
of āprogressive intellectualsā here and abroad are obsessed with
enforcing āprogressiveā orthodoxy and creating safe spaces, mired in
political correctness in an attempt to control free speech and generally
reject āconservativeā ideas as not constructive.
Sharifah ends
her piece claiming that if Hadi and I should spend āmore time educating
themselves about inclusiveness, rather than divisiveness... otherwise,
it would be difficult to justify that Islamophobia is wrongā. The
very idea of āIslamophobiaā is rooted in identity politics. I have
written about this loaded term elsewhere.
What I find interesting is
this: Is there difference when someone like Sharifah uses the term
Islamophobia and say, someone like the Mufti of Perlis Asri Zainul
Abidan, uses the term (Islamophobia)? Maybe the difference is akin to the difference when I troll progressive Muslim intellectuals (and yes, mea culpa, I was trolling) and when Hadi refers to them as terrorist organisations.
While
I expected a slap on the wrist, what I received was a public flogging,
which, considering the subject matter, is entirely appropriate.